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你习惯他的呵护，习惯他的温柔，习惯他的淘气，习惯他的笑容
　　甚至在不知不觉中，你习惯用他的方式微笑，用他的方式温柔
　　你们彼此互相依赖，依赖着这甜蜜的习惯
　　每天固定的，你也习惯在特定时间听到电话铃声响起
　　或者是清晨你还在梦?　或者是你忙完一天回到家的深夜?
　　电话铃声响起，你用最温柔的声音期待着是他的回应
　　当传来的声音不是他时，你总是会有那么一点点的失望
　　因为对他甜蜜的习惯
　　然后有一天你们分手了，你难过、伤心、失望与不舍
　　因为你还是一样依赖着那习惯，
　　但是你却必须舍弃「习惯」的权利
　　你不再有权利习惯他的呵护、温柔、淘气与笑容
　　于是你有了新的习惯
　　你开始习惯想到他时流着眼泪及想着逝去的记忆
　　你开始习惯每天睡前不再有他的耳语
　　你开始习惯每天日落前站在窗前看着夕阳沉默不语
　　你开始习惯
　　直到有一天，你忙得忘了这些习惯
　　你不再习惯　不再习惯对着夕阳发呆
　　你才猛然发现很久、很久没有想起他的温柔了
　　你甚至有些忘了他的样子，模模糊糊的，
　　你只记得他有着一头的直发
　　你只记得他有件美丽的蓝衬衫，
　　你只记得他曾经有着那样好看的笑容
　　不过，都已经是模模糊糊的了
　　那时候，逝去的爱情终於变得美丽，不再有遗憾
　　我们害怕失去爱情
　　也是害怕失去对一个人甜蜜的『习惯』
　　或　我们并不是真的失去『习惯』
　　而是试着习惯没有那些习惯的生活
　　这，也是一种习惯

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i’ve to continue my sch life 2moro…..i’m afraid can’t get used to it because it has been 3 months i didn’t study and wake up so early (as early as 7am) in the morning…although i just have 1 day class starting at 8am…
but then i get used to wake up ard 9or 10 am or even late…Somemore i thought one of the lecturer for this new coming semester would not be teaching us after y1s2..so, dunno wat exciting stuff would happen….and so far i’ve not see the lecturer yet and i saw the name of one of the lecturers for this sem looks like a japanese.. However, it doens’t really bother me whether he is a bangladesh or japanese or some other…the important thing is he can teach well and communicate well and being considerate…I think this year would be a tough sem cuz need more reading (*the thing is i dun like reading!!!!!)Scuks man~~
The other thing is i’ve been staying in SS2 for 1 yr dy!!!!!Yeah …1st anniversary….(sudah gila)

V r celebrating the b’day for beow ru ( “ke ai de”.. this name is special for me onli)hehe…..in pavillion 2day…in BR…
early in the morning my fren called up and said can’t attend and make me a bit disppointed cuz the ppl cum n celebrate is not more and now said can’t cum..then ?!
and a lot of thing happen when we reached BR..and i’m also the one kene tipu!!!!(it’s not my b’day!)haha..just relief onli…no offence..) Happy Birthday gal…2day is not her b’;day ..but then v celebrate for her earlier because *********got an important person gonna celebrate with her 2moro!!~~hehe..sweet sweet lUv…

These few days i keep on thinking DIFFERENT PEOPLE DIFFERENT FATE….seriously.. the things i encountered impressed me a lot..
Sometimes i just wonder IF i can be her then what would happen to me? Y good things do not happen to me? BUT others…sad…
when my MR RIGHT will appear…?! unpredictable…i love to being love, hug and care***
Is thr any perfect man exists in the world!!??

Happy New Year!!cherish 2008!!!!~~~~

i was actually down during the 1st day of new year!!!@@@ i didn’t expect my 1st day of new year would be like tat…i wish i could change the day~~~~
i was influenced by the mood of my frens….i oso dunno wat was happening at tat moment…phew~~~Sob
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Love is a complicated knowledge…Everyone should have their own definition of LOVE and there are many ways they can interpret LOVE. A simple words can define what they meant to their beloved.
I remember my colleague once told me that "There can be no reasons why u will fall in love with him/her when u really love him/her; If u have the reasons to love that somebody then when u break off with him/her,u might hate him/her due to that reasons. (haha…she oso quoted from someone else) But indeed i dun think this is an untrue philosophy of love….Love can make someone blind..Fiinally i knew this theory..

Let say if a guy can do whatever the gal likes and endure her bad tempered and give whatever she likes…teaching her a lot when they were dating…etc…(long story), it’s that consider as a good bf? To me, i think it is.. but i dunno y the someone else will break off with him…..To me, he is really a Mr. Right….Perfect man….not only i’m the only one who think so…he dead sets against his girlfriend and tries his best to give her whatever she needs, hope, and lacking off..But by the end of the day, the guy didn’t get a happy ending with his gf…..sad@@@
i wish one day i could manage to meet my Mr. Right ……appreciate what you have with u now!Love is not an easy thing to handle, but once u meet ur beloved..try to grab the opportunity to treat him/her nicely~~