aimless mind~~
how to describe my feeling now? lonely? helpless? down?boring?
erm..shud not say i’m boring.. i still have many others more things to finish..Just that i’m trying to procrastinating the task that i need to do the whole day!my gOd!!#$%^&
whole day onlineING…dun feel like doing other stuff..although still got assignments pending~ Wanna watch movie, but can’t start. Once i start i will be spending hours to finish it..
Cantonese soft songs really can make my mood down if i have nothing important to do….Maybe my mood in kinda affected by them since i’m listening to these soft songs these few days..
Why i dun have to mood to shopping these few weeks? Dun even thinking hang around or window shop..THe first thing that comes to my mind abt the shopping mall is JCo and Shihlin streets…
Thinking quite a lot these few days..friends? good friends? best friends?
helpful? friendly? caring? selfish? self-centred? What the heck i’m going to talk here…!@#@#$#$%#$$%^aimless mind…..
feel distracted by all these thing recently!
I was looking at the forum regarding those who has been thrown into the jail innocently…It really reflects what are the mata in here doing? GREEDY! can u imagine one call can cost 200 bucks! one mean can cost 200 bucks? a cigarette can cost 10 bucks? I’m talking one stick of cigarette !!not a package! Even though the meal which costs 200 bucks would not left many when the food reach their hand. Say what, those efficient mata had taken them as their meal… efficient in taking bribe…Now, talk abt the life in the jail…of course would not be so cosy…erm i shud not use cosy..cuz there would be even no comfortable at all…. they treat them like a dog… what they eat? hard bread….what they drink ? pipe water except the drinks for the meal. Those efficient mata will charged u on anything they liked just to settle they quota or wat other terms that it shud be. IF u got $$ , then u can talk to them. NO money no talk. useless! Pity those innocent…. no guilt but can’t get released because of lacking $$$!!!!!!! You got $$, u own the world. got no $, ur life would be gone into the drain!
