pissed off -(i forgot the inital title i thought of)
i sweared i dun wan to help u again! but i could not stop myself to do that cuz i was soft-hearted by the time you asking for help! I felt i was so dumb dumb dumb!!!!!y must i just say NO NO NO! Oppsss . i did say so. BUt u keep so n begging me… and i had some bad feeling if i couldn’t help u! I shudn’t have such kind of feeling! i didn’t owe u anything, but u did! I know i shud help my fren when someone needs my help!
**** something happened when i was blogging****
i felt that sometimes it is really really good to do works urself and not having group work cuz u need to consult others opinions before u do something; If u didn’t ask them beforehand, they will talk bad abt u and said that u zi ba zi wai and no respect towards them! Besides, the more people in the group, the more complicated when it comes to discussion when anyone is bz with this and bz with that, dun have time for this and dun have time for that! Even worse when they couldn’t fulfil what u need when u try to count on some to do something ! Maybe i’m so fussy with this acedemic assignment, but it is everyone’s responsible to do ur own job! But, one thing that shud admit is that u come across those groupmates which are productive, then doing assignment might be something that u enjoy by the brain storming idea tat everyone comes out with!*****CLOSED section!!
But don’t you think that i might not be so helpful all the times although u tot i was available to u ALL THE TIMES! IT WAS NOT!NOT NOT NOT!!!!!
U kept on breaking ur promise and i kept on giving u the second, third, fourth chances! What for ?? I couldn’t think of a better way to define our friendship! Actually when i recalled, i wasn’t know u tat much ( all the things i knew from all from your mouth but NOT my eyes!. There might be some was from my eyes, but it is just a small portion and they are even not so important!) When u needed me, i was like ur best best best best fren. But i dun see best of me will benefits u during the other time! What i can say now is i am so disappointing with it! If i can remake the whole process, i wouldn’t choose to know u or even meet up. U make my life more miserable and full of uncertainties!
that’s that~
July 16th, 2008 at 8:17 am
Chill Irene. Life have ups and downs. Assume this person as somethg which cross over ur life temporarily. Relax. U sound so pissed. Hehe